It feels like I’ve been changing my mind about a lot of things these days. My interests are changing. What I share and how I share those interests is changing. I feel myself pulling away from social media again and immersing myself back into the things and hobbies that truly make me happy, without feeling the need to share them.
I know that it’s been a while since I posted a Muzik Playback, but I still wanted to get this one out, at least. Through everything I have been feeling, music and discovering old and new hobbies/ interests, has been keeping me afloat. A new Muzik Playback is currently in the drafts, so they’ll be some updates on there. But for now, enjoy the vibes 🙂
Fav Music Releases! (March-April)
There were so many great music releases over the last couple of months, so I still want to share those with you. But you can definitely expect a Muzik Playback full of more new music drops, and other fangirl things😊
Monsta X – “Heal”
This WHOLE album is healing, literally. It’s their third full length English-language album, and these just keep getting better and better! I am so proud of them and I cannot wait for the tour 🙂
T.O.P – “DESPERADO”
This is T.O.P’s first solo project since his departure from Big Bang. I absolutely love this entire album! He was my bias in Big Bang, so i was extremely excited when he started dropping teasers for this 🙂
SF9 – “You Think Too Much”
This is another return that I was not expecting but extremely happy about. These guys are so underrated/ underappreciated. This album is so good and this is probably my favorite song.
Zelo – “Cola Comigo”
And another return… Zelo, from B.A.P. (& my Bias Wrecker) is back with a new solo single. He looks and sounds amazing. I’m excited to see what else he does.
Maurice Moore – “Cruel”
If you have been here for a while, you should already know how excited I am when we get new music from Maurice. Of course I have been obsessed with this song. I’m just a proud fan as always, and doing my best to share him with as many people as I can.
BL Dramas/ Music… Rabbit Hole Revisited
I was definitely enjoying my path back to BL Dramas. But I am on a little break currently (mainly because I refuse to pay for any more streaming apps to watch any more series), I can enjoy other content. Some of my favorite BL actors also do music and there are still plenty of videos from their fan meets, concerts, and other appearances. It has also led me to discover some popular T-Pop boy groups.
Boss CKM (Fav from Love in the Air & Boy Next World)
S2 (aka Noeul, Fav from Love in the Air & Boy Next World)
Peatwasu (Fav from Love in the Air & Love Sea)
Current Anime, Dramas, Etc…
Bloodhounds Season 2 (Netflix)
I was looking forward to the second season of Bloodhounds. The first season was so good. After only watching 2 episodes (as I’m writing this), this season may take me a while. While I did assume this season would be even more violent than the first, it’s a lot lol. It’s still amazing and I love seeing one of my favorite K-Pop icons Rain play a villain.
Dandelion (Netflix)
I randomly came across this anime and decided to check it out. Now I’m done watching it, I’m sad it was so short. It’s a beautiful story about Angels, whose job it is to send those who have died, to fully pass on peacefully. But it goes a lot deeper than that, and it definitely will pull at your heartstrings.
I may watch it again, just because. But I will say this… It has one of the best outros!
Life & Other Updates…
I won’t lie, life has been hard and is still very hard. I’m sure life is different for a lot of people, especially here in the U.S. Thankful that I have some concerts and other trips planned (I’ll talk about those more in another blog post). One of my biggest hopes is that I am simply able to enjoy all of it, no matter how tough things are and may continue to be.
Therapy has continued to make me realize that I need to do what’s best for me. I’ve probably been trying to do too much while worrying about what everyone is going to think or say. I’m still holding onto a lot of anxiety, imposter syndrome, and grief. Some days it’s harder to shake, and that’s where I’m at right now.
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